friend and lover

Friend and lover I have none.

I write this for myself.

I have a heavy heart to carry;

I must be a shadow for whom no one writes.

(I write this for myself.)

I have no choice but to write this for myself.

This heavy heart I carry is left to me by some unknown set of events,

I am sure had involved a lover and his shadow.

(I have no choice but to write this for myself.)

(I write this for myself.)

This I know because in moments of indescribable sorrow I hear the aching heart tells of a pain, a pain that of a lover and his shadow.

I write this for myself.